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♪ If you need a friend ♪
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Hey, move it, lady.
What's your problem?
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You can't park here.
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Okay!
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Got it!
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I'm going.
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We're moving!
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- Can we go home now?
- Absolutely not.
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I gotta good feeling
about that deli over on 12th Street.
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Hey.
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What? Don't pout.
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What happened to my trusty sidekick, huh?
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Let's get rid of this.
It's your crown and glory.
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Look at that beautiful hair, huh?
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This is it, Nadia.
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This is the day we get free.
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♪ I promise ♪
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♪ I promise you I will ♪
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I killed myself.
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I know it sounds impossible
when I think about it,
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but in my bones, I know I did it.
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That settles it. I'm dead.
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Alan, I'm still here.
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And we are not dead.
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Well, regardless,
I definitely started this whole thing.
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You said my first death was the only
unknown factor, and now we know.
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I killed myself. I...
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- I did this to us.
- Alan, Alan, Alan.
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Your first death does not explain
how or why we're connected.
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Lucky for you...
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I figured that out.
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Last loop, I went back to the deli
and I remembered something.
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We met each other
that first night that we died.
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I saw you at the deli
that night with Ferran.
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No, I don't remember that.
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Well, of course you don't.
You were fucked up beyond repair,
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but I saw you.
I even thought about helping you,
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but I decided to fuck
with these Wall Street guys instead.
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But if I hadn't...
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I could have stopped you
from killing yourself.
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If I hadn't gotten so drunk, I could've
stopped you from getting hit by that car.
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And that is where things went sideways.
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So the loops started
because we didn't help the other person.
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I think so.
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I knew we were being punished.
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Easy there, Mr. Rogers.
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This is not good or bad. It's just a bug.
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It's like if a program
keeps crashing, you know?
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The crashing is just a symptom
of a bug in the code.
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If the deaths are us crashing,
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then that moment is the bug
that we need to go and fix.
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But if we were supposed
to help each other and we didn't...
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how is that not a moral issue?
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What do time and morality have in common?
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Relativity.
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They're both relative to your experience.
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I need a visual aid.
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All right, so our universe
has three spatial dimensions,
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so it's hard for us to picture
a four-dimensional world.
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But, you know, computers
do it all the time.
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Now lucky for you, I have the capacity
to think like a computer.
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What's this?
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Oh. It's a rotten orange
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In a two-dimensional world, it's a circle.
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In a three-dimensional world,
it's a sphere.
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But in a four-dimensional world...
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It's still ripe.
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Time is relative to your experience.
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We've been experiencing time differently
in these loops.
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But this, this tells us that somewhere
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time, linear time,
as we used to understand it, still exists.
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So the moment in the deli
when we first interacted...
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Still exists.
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So we should go back to the deli.
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To that same moment.
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And we rewrite our first interaction.
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Just like you would fix a flaw in a code.
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Then we run a unit test.
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Is that a term
that people should know or...
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Basically, we run a little program
and we see if the bug is triggered.
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And how do we know if it's triggered?
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We die.
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Then... we go right back to the deli...
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and we try it again.
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You're pretty smart.
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Thank you for finally noticing. Eh...
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- Okay. It's almost 11.
- When do you think we first met?
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Uh, Ruth arrived at my party at 11ish.
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Uh, so that's when I left with Mike.
We were at the deli by 11:30.
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Do we need to recreate
the whole experience? Like, Mike, Ferran?
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Should I be drunk?
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That sounds like a terrible idea.
I have to get the cake.
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What? What is it?
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Do you see that?
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See what?
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Whoa.
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- Uh...
- I think I'm having a heart attack.
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Okay. If we're dying right now,
I'll meet you back at the deli.
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Just go straight to the...
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♪ Gotta get up, gotta get out ♪
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♪ Gotta get home
Before the morning comes ♪
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♪ What if I'm late? Got a big date ♪
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♪ Gotta get home before the sun comes up ♪
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♪ Up and away, got a big day
Sorry, can't stay... ♪
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Sweet birthday baby.
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Where is everyone?
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Oh, it's only nine.
No one shows up to a party on time.
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You of all people should know this.
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Are you having fun?
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People are disappearing now.
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I didn't know it was also people. Fuck.
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Okay, come with me. Where's Lizzie?
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- What are you talking about?
- Let's go.
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I have to meet someone at the deli.
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I'm not leaving you here
at the mercy of the time gods.
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- I'm not leaving. I live here.
- What's going on?
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- Help me with this.
- Are you okay?
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- Are you guys leaving?
- No one's leaving.
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I love you both so much. I cannot be
the reason that you stop existing.
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I would never forgive myself.
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- I'll bite.
- No, thanks.
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Fine, but we have to come right back.
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We got to take the fire escape.
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- I have a fire escape?
- Great.
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All right, come on.
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We're coming.
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- Lizzy.
- Hey, what's up?
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I have to change
my Airbnb listing then if this is...
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- The app...
- I love fire escapes.
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It increases the value of... by how much?
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Yeah, so too many colonics
is definitely a thing, you know?
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Hey, does this feel weird
to either of you?
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You know, like you haven't been outside
in a while? Maybe like a really long time?
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- Whoa, it's cold!
- Nope, I left as soon as I got here.
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- Shit, I should've brought another jacket.
- Where are we going, Nads?
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Damn it, I never know what jacket
to bring. It's a real problem in my life.
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Nads?
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Hey, what is it? What's wrong?
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What the fuck?
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Hey, what is it? What's wrong?
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What...
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I can't breathe.
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What? You've had...
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- Asthma? You had asthma this whole time?
- Maxine, call 911!
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♪ Gotta get up, gotta get out ♪
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♪ Gotta get home
Before the morning comes ♪
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♪ What if I'm late? Got a big date ♪
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♪ Gotta get home before the sun comes up ♪
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♪ Up and away, got a big day
Sorry can't stay ♪
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♪ I gotta run, run, yeah ♪
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♪ Gotta get home, pick up the phone ♪
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♪ Gotta let the people know... ♪
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Hey, birthday baby.
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Maxine, come on. Come on.
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Lizzy?
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- Let's go.
- What? Where?
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- To the deli.
- But I don't need anything from the deli.
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We need supplies. Apocalypse! Fire escape!
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- What's happening?
- What? I have a fire escape?
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I'm just realizing that I
really need to do more gyrotonics.
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I feel like I'd be the best
in an apocalypse.
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Oh, yeah, for sure, first choice.
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There's so many things
that I could build with here.
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There's wood. There's metal to smelt.
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Oh, I love that word, smelt.
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Hey, do you think that there's sage
at the deli or sandalwood?
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Nads, are you okay?
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Yeah, all right, coast is clear.
Come on, let's go.
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There's no room.
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There's room.
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Why would you say that?
You didn't even try.
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I have a trunk, don't I?
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You see I have a trunk?
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Does your wife need a coat?
They're going to Goodwill.
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I'm not spending another fuckin' winter
in this city, huh?
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Are you okay?
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Why the fuck are you talking to my kid?
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Put the melons in the trunk.
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Go get the rest.
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Thank you.
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What's fucking wrong with people?
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I didn't do anything to him.
I don't know why he yelled at me.
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I don't know, Mom.
He was wrong. You were right.
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Thank you, Nadia.
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Don't ever let them tear us apart, okay?
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Never?
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Never.
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Go tell his boss what he did.
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What?
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Go tell his boss
what he fucking did to me.
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That's how I feel about it.
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Well, I know it's crazy,
but I bought the chicken here.
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- Yeah.
- What is happening?
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Oh. Hey, Lizzy, Maxine.
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- Hey.
- Hello.
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- Who is that guy?
- I don't know.
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Uh, I had a heart attack.
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Then I just stopped breathing.
I'm thinking maybe asthma. You?
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Yeah, me too. Something internal,
like liver failure or...
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It's 9:30. We have two hours.
201
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Why did you bring Lizzy and Maxine?
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People are disappearing
at the party now, okay?
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I... I'm scared to leave them.
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Shit, that's why Ferran's not here.
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Wait, if people are disappearing,
what does it mean?
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They're erased from existence?
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Do you think that Bea is gone?
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I don't fucking know.
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Well, you're the one with the big
fourth-dimensional brain, right?
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How do you know Nadia?
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What's going on? Is this like
the shittiest scavenger hunt of all time?
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- I wish.
- Did you set this up?
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No.
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- Seriously, who are you?
- A friend of Nadia's.
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Something's wrong.
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Nadia.
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Your nose is bleeding.
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Are you okay?
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I'm seeing things.
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Should we go to a hospital?
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Nadia, we're dying again.
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- Whoa, whoa. Whoa!
- Oh, my God!
223
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- Lizzy, call 911!
- We can't keep doing this.
224
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You... You have to meet me
at my place next time, Nadia.
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You... You have to...
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You have to eat.
227
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You have to eat at some point.
228
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You want chicken noodle
or cream of mushroom?
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You can't live on watermelon, sweetheart.
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I don't think so, Ruth.
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So help me, if you say you're fat...
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Chicken noodle.
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You practicing your piano?
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♪ Gotta get home
Before the morning comes ♪
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♪ What if I'm late? Got a a big date ♪
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♪ Gotta get home before the sun comes up ♪
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♪ Up and away, got a big day ♪
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♪ Sorry, can't stay
I gotta run, run, yeah ♪
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♪ Gotta get home, pick up the phone ♪
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♪ I gotta let the people know
I'm gonna be late ♪
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♪ There was a time... ♪
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Max?
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Sweet birthday baby.
244
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There's nobody here. There's no party.
245
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I am the party.
246
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We're in an empty apartment...
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with nothing in it
248
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Maybe we should do one of those
sense-deprivation baths or whatever.
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That would be
a good birthday thing, right?
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I got to fix this.
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Come with me.
252
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♪ What if I'm late? Got a big date ♪
253
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♪ Gotta get home before the sun comes up ♪
254
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I can't.
255
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♪ Sorry, can't stay
I gotta run, run, yeah ♪
256
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♪ Gotta get home, pick up the phone ♪
257
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♪ I gotta let the people know
I'm gonna be late ♪
258
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I keep seeing myself, Alan.
259
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What do you mean?
260
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I don't know how...
261
00:13:54,834 --> 00:13:55,835
or why...
262
00:13:56,544 --> 00:13:59,046
but, uh, my past self...
263
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the little girl that I used to be...
264
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literally...
265
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keeps showing up.
266
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Is she here right now?
267
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No.
268
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But every time I see her, we die.
269
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I think that maybe she's...
270
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lost.
271
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Trapped somewhere
between the past and present.
272
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That little girl lives...
273
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She lives at a time
that things with my mom were not...
274
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not good.
275
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Uh...
276
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Ah...
277
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I did something unforgivable that year.
278
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Well, then we should make it right.
279
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That could be the answer.
280
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I don't know how to do that
because my mom is dead.
281
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I-I do.
282
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I do.
283
00:14:54,351 --> 00:14:56,854
What? Okay, where are you going?
284
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You can't leave.
285
00:14:59,398 --> 00:15:00,398
What is with the helmet?
286
00:15:00,441 --> 00:15:02,860
Nadia, I can't leave Beatrice here
287
00:15:02,943 --> 00:15:05,362
and let her disappear
without making things right.
288
00:15:05,863 --> 00:15:07,239
And you should do the same.
289
00:15:08,157 --> 00:15:09,408
Whatever that means for you.
290
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No.
291
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Stay with me.
292
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Fuck you!
293
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That might be the last thing
you ever say to me.
294
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Seriously.
295
00:15:23,380 --> 00:15:26,050
This time, we might die and not come back.
296
00:15:27,009 --> 00:15:29,428
Maybe I'll kill myself
just to fuck you over.
297
00:15:29,511 --> 00:15:31,511
Well, that's what I did,
and look where it got us.
298
00:15:32,973 --> 00:15:35,643
You are
the most selfish person I have ever met.
299
00:15:37,311 --> 00:15:38,854
Thank you for changing my life.
300
00:15:39,855 --> 00:15:41,231
Lives are hard to change.
301
00:15:51,909 --> 00:15:54,912
You're alive.
I called you like 50 times last night.
302
00:15:54,995 --> 00:15:55,995
Come in.
303
00:15:59,208 --> 00:16:00,250
Are you okay?
304
00:16:00,793 --> 00:16:03,545
Yes, I am, under the circumstances.
305
00:16:04,380 --> 00:16:05,839
Why are you wearing a helmet?
306
00:16:06,423 --> 00:16:07,549
Bea, we need to talk.
307
00:16:09,927 --> 00:16:10,927
Okay.
308
00:16:21,480 --> 00:16:22,982
Nadia.
309
00:16:23,065 --> 00:16:24,692
I did something terrible, Ruth.
310
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You couldn't return the coat.
311
00:16:26,527 --> 00:16:28,404
No, I abandoned mom.
312
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Lock the door behind you.
There's somebody in the neighborhood.
313
00:16:36,203 --> 00:16:37,454
I locked the door.
314
00:16:42,960 --> 00:16:44,294
What's going on, baby?
315
00:16:45,379 --> 00:16:46,379
I love you.
316
00:16:47,673 --> 00:16:50,801
I mean that in the truest sense.
And I know... I know about Mike.
317
00:16:51,301 --> 00:16:54,722
I know how it started and why.
I want you to be...
318
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Just be whoever you are.
319
00:16:59,393 --> 00:17:01,437
I didn't know how to tell you.
320
00:17:01,520 --> 00:17:02,520
You did.
321
00:17:03,439 --> 00:17:05,274
You did tell me. I just didn't listen.
322
00:17:05,357 --> 00:17:08,861
You told me every time I asked you
what was wrong, and you said, "Nothing."
323
00:17:08,944 --> 00:17:11,363
Every time I touched you,
you gently pulled away.
324
00:17:12,072 --> 00:17:15,200
No matter how much we think
we're fooling people, our bodies...
325
00:17:16,368 --> 00:17:18,662
they can't keep lying
the way that our minds can.
326
00:17:19,371 --> 00:17:20,456
Yeah.
327
00:17:20,539 --> 00:17:22,791
Mine stopped lying a long time ago.
328
00:17:23,917 --> 00:17:25,335
For years, I've just been...
329
00:17:26,462 --> 00:17:28,130
I've just been hollow.
330
00:17:29,548 --> 00:17:31,675
You know, I thought if I... if I...
331
00:17:31,759 --> 00:17:33,802
if I worked hard enough, if I... if I...
332
00:17:35,512 --> 00:17:37,014
kept putting the time in,
333
00:17:37,097 --> 00:17:40,267
and if I kept my head down,
you know, did everything right, I...
334
00:17:41,060 --> 00:17:44,730
this aching, gnawing feeling
of being an absolute failure
335
00:17:44,813 --> 00:17:46,315
would just... would just go away.
336
00:17:46,398 --> 00:17:47,441
I know.
337
00:17:49,109 --> 00:17:51,737
And now I'm stuck
with a body that is broken
338
00:17:51,820 --> 00:17:53,280
and in a world that is...
339
00:17:54,531 --> 00:17:56,200
is literally falling apart.
340
00:17:57,242 --> 00:17:58,744
And a mind that...
341
00:18:00,120 --> 00:18:01,580
A mind that wants to kill me.
342
00:18:03,207 --> 00:18:04,374
You got help, right?
343
00:18:04,958 --> 00:18:05,958
I did.
344
00:18:06,376 --> 00:18:07,836
I... I let somebody help me.
345
00:18:08,337 --> 00:18:09,337
Who?
346
00:18:11,548 --> 00:18:12,883
I just want to tell you...
347
00:18:14,176 --> 00:18:15,886
before this whole thing is over...
348
00:18:16,970 --> 00:18:17,970
um...
349
00:18:19,431 --> 00:18:20,432
I killed her.
350
00:18:22,059 --> 00:18:23,352
I took the easy way out.
351
00:18:23,435 --> 00:18:24,770
What easy way out?
352
00:18:25,395 --> 00:18:28,107
I told the social worker
that I wanted to live with you
353
00:18:28,190 --> 00:18:29,441
and not with her,
354
00:18:29,525 --> 00:18:31,693
and then she was fucking dead
within a year.
355
00:18:32,194 --> 00:18:34,196
You've got it all wrong.
356
00:18:34,279 --> 00:18:39,284
You said you wanted to live with your mom
just like she told you to,
357
00:18:39,368 --> 00:18:41,620
but that just couldn't happen.
358
00:18:42,746 --> 00:18:45,707
No one was gonna let that continue.
359
00:18:46,667 --> 00:18:48,127
I don't think it matters.
360
00:18:49,294 --> 00:18:51,004
What are you talking about?
361
00:18:51,505 --> 00:18:55,342
Whatever I said,
I wanted to live with you.
362
00:18:55,843 --> 00:18:57,010
Listen to me.
363
00:18:57,594 --> 00:18:58,637
You were this...
364
00:18:59,388 --> 00:19:04,309
tiny seed buried in darkness
fighting your way to the light.
365
00:19:06,436 --> 00:19:07,980
You wanted to live.
366
00:19:08,981 --> 00:19:11,984
It's the most beautiful thing
in the world.
367
00:19:12,734 --> 00:19:14,778
Do you still have that in you?
368
00:19:20,409 --> 00:19:21,785
Oh.
369
00:19:21,869 --> 00:19:22,869
Nadia...
370
00:19:25,455 --> 00:19:27,457
I look at you now...
371
00:19:28,208 --> 00:19:31,920
chasing down death
at every corner and...
372
00:19:32,588 --> 00:19:33,588
sweetheart...
373
00:19:34,173 --> 00:19:38,093
where is that gorgeous piece of you
374
00:19:38,177 --> 00:19:41,054
pushing to be a part of this world?
375
00:19:46,310 --> 00:19:47,978
I'm gonna make you some tea.
376
00:19:59,615 --> 00:20:01,033
Lenora.
377
00:20:02,451 --> 00:20:04,077
Stop it. She can hear you.
378
00:20:04,161 --> 00:20:05,704
She can hear all of it.
379
00:20:05,787 --> 00:20:07,831
Good, then she can hear this too.
380
00:20:08,999 --> 00:20:10,834
There is a kid out here!
381
00:20:12,920 --> 00:20:14,838
You are not her mother!
382
00:20:14,922 --> 00:20:16,924
Well, her mother keeps fucking up!
383
00:20:25,849 --> 00:20:26,850
Lenora.
384
00:20:28,435 --> 00:20:29,686
Lenora, come on.
385
00:20:38,779 --> 00:20:40,072
I don't know why I'm alive.
386
00:20:40,572 --> 00:20:43,533
Listen. Your life force is strong.
387
00:20:43,617 --> 00:20:47,371
I don't know how you survived
all those years, but it worked.
388
00:20:47,454 --> 00:20:48,497
Emily!
389
00:20:48,580 --> 00:20:49,998
- Who's Emily?
- The book.
390
00:20:50,082 --> 00:20:51,166
Life force!
391
00:21:01,593 --> 00:21:05,013
You know that's the woman
that wrote Anne of Green Gables.
392
00:21:05,555 --> 00:21:06,682
You know what I heard?
393
00:21:06,765 --> 00:21:08,642
She OD'd. I know.
394
00:21:08,725 --> 00:21:12,813
I was going to say she's haunting a house
on Prince Edward Island.
395
00:21:16,817 --> 00:21:18,151
I love you, Ruthie.
396
00:21:21,113 --> 00:21:22,030
I love you...
397
00:21:22,114 --> 00:21:24,741
and I'll see you in the next one, Ruthie.
398
00:21:31,915 --> 00:21:33,542
Oh, shit.
399
00:21:33,625 --> 00:21:34,793
I forgot he was coming.
400
00:21:34,876 --> 00:21:36,461
Hey, it's okay, Bea.
401
00:21:36,545 --> 00:21:38,338
I... I don't want you to meet him yet.
402
00:21:38,422 --> 00:21:40,841
You know, I already faced
this guy so many times.
403
00:21:40,924 --> 00:21:41,925
It's fine.
404
00:21:46,888 --> 00:21:47,973
There she is.
405
00:21:49,057 --> 00:21:50,767
- Hey, I came as soon as I could.
- Hi.
406
00:21:50,851 --> 00:21:52,102
- You okay?
- Yeah.
407
00:21:52,185 --> 00:21:54,062
I had to bring him.
Sorry. I hope that's okay.
408
00:21:54,146 --> 00:21:55,522
Of course it's okay.
409
00:21:55,605 --> 00:21:57,190
Hi, Edson!
410
00:21:57,274 --> 00:21:59,168
- How's my little guy?
- There you go.
411
00:21:59,192 --> 00:22:00,777
Oh, he's so cute.
412
00:22:00,861 --> 00:22:02,237
This is Alan.
413
00:22:02,321 --> 00:22:03,613
He's all right.
414
00:22:03,697 --> 00:22:05,407
- Hi.
- Hi.
415
00:22:05,490 --> 00:22:08,410
She was pretty worried about you
yesterday. I got a lot of calls.
416
00:22:08,493 --> 00:22:10,287
She doesn't need
to worry about me anymore.
417
00:22:10,871 --> 00:22:13,373
Oh, my God, Alan, your nose is bleeding.
418
00:22:13,457 --> 00:22:14,499
What?
419
00:22:14,583 --> 00:22:17,312
- Hold on, let me get you something.
- No, it's fine. I got it.
420
00:22:17,336 --> 00:22:18,604
- No, don't be silly.
- It's fine.
421
00:22:18,628 --> 00:22:20,339
Wait there.
I'll get it for you.
422
00:22:20,422 --> 00:22:21,673
Oh, you're gonna leave?
423
00:22:40,400 --> 00:22:41,400
Uh...
424
00:22:42,027 --> 00:22:43,027
Where's your dad?
425
00:22:43,070 --> 00:22:44,154
He's late.
426
00:22:44,237 --> 00:22:46,031
Right, or maybe he disappeared.
427
00:22:46,114 --> 00:22:48,314
- Do you know this woman?
- You know, she doesn't. Um...
428
00:22:48,367 --> 00:22:50,494
She used to be my dad's girlfriend.
429
00:22:51,953 --> 00:22:52,953
Yeah.
430
00:22:56,666 --> 00:22:57,793
All right, uh...
431
00:22:58,418 --> 00:23:01,171
I want to give you something.
It's not really a present.
432
00:23:01,254 --> 00:23:03,465
It's more like something that we share.
433
00:23:04,049 --> 00:23:05,049
Okay.
434
00:23:09,471 --> 00:23:11,598
Emily is the hero.
435
00:23:13,016 --> 00:23:14,016
Thank you.
436
00:23:15,394 --> 00:23:16,394
You're welcome.
437
00:23:22,734 --> 00:23:23,819
Are you sick?
438
00:23:44,381 --> 00:23:45,590
She's still inside you.
439
00:24:21,751 --> 00:24:22,919
Mommy.
440
00:24:31,261 --> 00:24:32,971
Are you ready to let her die?
441
00:24:34,389 --> 00:24:36,433
This is the day we get free.
442
00:24:45,734 --> 00:24:46,735
Oh, my God!
443
00:24:46,818 --> 00:24:48,487
Someone call 911! She's dying!
444
00:24:56,244 --> 00:24:58,371
♪ Law enforcement bodies
Bodies, bodies, bodies ♪
445
00:24:58,914 --> 00:25:00,916
♪ Bodies in cassocks
And bodies in uniforms ♪
446
00:25:01,458 --> 00:25:03,585
♪ Bodies, bodies, bodies, bodies ♪
447
00:25:04,252 --> 00:25:06,505
♪ Bodies, bodies, bodies in uniforms ♪
448
00:25:06,796 --> 00:25:08,798
♪ Female orgasm faces obstacles ♪
449
00:25:09,466 --> 00:25:12,010
♪ My strap-ons are being replaced
With uniforms and icons ♪
450
00:25:12,093 --> 00:25:14,387
♪ Shitfaced parliament bans condoms ♪
451
00:25:14,721 --> 00:25:17,224
♪ Agony, spasm
Big bang of the falling-down crown ♪
452
00:25:17,474 --> 00:25:20,018
♪ My country is suffering from neurosis
Worse than Anna O's ♪
453
00:25:20,101 --> 00:25:22,395
♪ My government is a total waste
Laws are useless ♪
454
00:25:22,479 --> 00:25:24,439
♪ They promised us economy
And military defense ♪
455
00:25:24,481 --> 00:25:25,982
♪ But we've got none of these ♪